{"id":102,"date":"2011-02-28T12:20:07","date_gmt":"2011-02-28T11:20:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/nova.xtreem.se\/?p=102"},"modified":"2011-02-28T12:20:07","modified_gmt":"2011-02-28T11:20:07","slug":"today","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.xtreem.se\/?p=102","title":{"rendered":"Today"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman'; font-size: small;\">So much questions left unanswered<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman'; font-size: small;\">So much words unspoken<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman';\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\">Can someone live<\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman';\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\"> with the knowledge of being broken<br \/>\n<\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman'; font-size: small;\">Broken in every way, trust, compassion is lost every day<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman';\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\">My life seems awkward, surreal<br \/>\n<\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman'; font-size: small;\">Someone tell me what\u2019s the deal<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman'; font-size: small;\">Is it me? Am I being afraid of the things I had<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman';\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\">Or <\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman';\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\">is it different, am I glad?<br \/>\n<\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman'; font-size: small;\">Is it over, was it there? Do they trust or was it all a lie<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman'; font-size: small;\">A lie for life, a lie we live with or is it what I really am?<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman'; font-size: small;\">Everytime I see you and say hi<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman'; font-size: small;\">I\u2019m lying for who I really am\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman';\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\">I cannot seem to hold on, cannot hold on to the thoughts of being alone<br \/>\n<\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman';\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\">Its <\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman';\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\">like before, if I <\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman';\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\">still believe in that<br \/>\n<\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman'; font-size: small;\">\u2018cause I stopped believing in what people say<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman';\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\">Must have a reason\u2026 hopefully not, <\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman';\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\">maybe just maybe\u2026 <\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman';\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\">not today.<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n\\\\one of my older ones ^^<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So much questions left unanswered So much words unspoken Can someone live with the knowledge of being broken Broken in every way, trust, compassion is lost every day My life seems awkward, surreal Someone tell me what\u2019s the deal Is it me? Am I being afraid of the things I had Or is it different, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[5,14],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xtreem.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/102"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xtreem.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xtreem.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xtreem.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xtreem.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=102"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.xtreem.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/102\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":103,"href":"http:\/\/www.xtreem.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/102\/revisions\/103"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xtreem.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=102"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xtreem.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=102"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xtreem.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=102"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}